left behind

I eat the food U left behind
not because I am hungry but because I want to taste the crumbs your lips touched.

I fall on the bed U awoke from and left behind.
I roll around your long red hairs
your magic perfume
your itolerable absence.

I gaze into your photograph that is left behind.
where motionless your smile dances.
a smile U never endowed me with.

I read the note U left behind.
fake promises
paper hearts
cold goodbye.

Before hate becomes desire
before desire becomes despair
before despair devours all
I wallk out in the rain and drown in the drops U
left behind.

sleepless in soulpie